This will probably not be the most fascinating weekly check-in ever, but here’s the scoop. This was a week when I chose less Weight Watchers and more “Hakuna Matata”.
What Worked Well Was Not Working Weight Watchers This Week
I was careful and on track for the beginning of the week, which in this case was basically Wednesday and Thursday. My mom came into town on Friday morning and she just left this evening. And she was here? Much fun was had, but oh my word…the eating that was had. Mmmmmm. I kept saying that if she continued to feed us like that our bodies were going to think it was time to start hibernating. I’m sure there was something that she didn’t cook for us, but right now I can’t think of what it would be!
And she doesn’t just cook. She also cleans, organizes, and watches children. I spent basically six days being a helper. I don’t think that I unloaded a dishwasher, I know I didn’t cook a meal, I didn’t do laundry, I did take a few naps…. So I guess maybe she was burning off all those calories that she was cooking, but me…less so (and I don’t care). When was the last time you went for six nights without cooking a meal? Can’t remember? Me either (until now)!
I did try to keep my breakfast and lunch meals fairly under control because I knew dinner would be mighty and delicious and include dessert. I also kept my snacking to pretty minimal. However, the long and short of it all is that I was eating and enjoying it.
I tried not to be a glutton, but I refuse to turn myself into that person who is always saying that they can’t eat something because of their diet. Those people annoy me. I still have some learning to do (and issues to resolve) around ‘treats’ and the kind of food I get when I order out. I’m a far cry from perfect, but I felt comfortable just enjoying my mom’s comfort food and knowing that I could lose the weight again later. Being healthy, getting myself healthy is no this Destination that I’ll arrive at and then be done. It’s really more like the road that I’m walking (have to start exercising still) and sometimes on the road there are detours.
Results:
This was my first week that I gained weight. I am +.4 pounds this week. Now, let me apply my twisty-logic to that! .4 is less than half a pound which is not that much, especially considering what I ate. Trust me, .4 pounds was worth it. And it’s better than what I was expecting to gain anyway and so it’s almost the same as not losing anything which is the next best thing to losing weight. Therefore, I almost lost weight this week.
Here’s the extra-good news though which is a little contradictory to the above gaining weight news. I put my jeans on this morning…fresh from the dryer when they would be at their shrinkiest and tightest and most oh-my-est….and DUDE! They were loose on me! They were actually a little baggy around the waist and thigh (where things do not tend to be baggy on me!) and I was so surprised and happy. I think I’m just about ready to go down a pants size. Hooray!
Upcoming:
I’ll just keep saying it and maybe it will happen: gotta start exercising. I’m full-scale back on the program starting tomorrow (even though today was the first day of my new week, it fell into my grace period) so I’m going to have to be careful with leftovers. I do want to stay on track though because I’m going to the 3rd Annual Early Trauma and Attachment Meeting in Orlando in just over a week and I’ll also be splurging that weekend. I want to come up with the balance of Normal Routine = Following Weight Watchers and Abnormal Fun Events = Guilt Free Eating of Food or something like that, I’m still working on the equation.
How about you? How’s your health? Do you follow your plan when your life is wonky or do you splurge? Guilt? No guilt?
You are doing great! I am pregnant now and I am gaining weight but I am looking forward to loosing it after may. :) But I know it will be difficult so it scares me a bit. :/
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your pregnancy! It's definitely a little scary to watch those numbers going up, but what goes up can come down. :)
DeleteI think you did totally the right thing. What a waste it would have been to just refuse all that wonderful cooking. I am so TOTALLY jealous that you didn't have to cook for SIX WHOLE NIGHTS!
ReplyDeleteI'm not gonna lie. It was pretty outstanding. I'd like to say that I was a responsible adult and offered to cook for her, you know, as repayment for my childhood or something...but I totally did not.
DeleteMom, if you're reading this, I'll cook for you when you're old and dottering! Please interpret my laziness as a sign of your youthful vigor!
Wow.........gotta love some mama spoiling!!!!!! Totally jealous. And I hear you--trying to find the balance can be hard. Once you've been doing it for a bit longer though you'll figure it out. But really, it means making better choices MOST of the time, and if you're going to splurge, it's going to be for like a few bites and not the entire piece of cheesecake, you know? It was really great for me when I was nursing. I didn't understand why EVERYONE wasn't having the amazing success that I was--until I figured out how many points I'd get if I weren't nursing a little baby!! Wow!! So anyway, I went back on it a couple times after Ryan and definitely did better, but man, continual survival mode does not do good things for working a "plan". I was stressing out about every thing I ate and it was just so not fun. So at some point I just said forget it. I'll just eat whatever I want and when my clothes don't fit anymore, then I'll start caring. So now.........about a year later........my jeans are kinda tight on my thighs! But I really think just doing WW for so long has changed my mindset and ways I eat, if I could seriously not try at all and keep my weight off. For YEARS 30lbs over this was my normal. So anyway, I've started going to the gym and it does wonders for my brain--although I was a total woos this week and didn't work very hard--it was also not my best week emotionally--figure that!! haha!! So I've tried to really curb my nighttime eating and my in-the-car snacking. This is my baby steps to actually caring about what I eat and writing things down. that's the biggest thing for WW is just the constant running food journal. So anyway, can you tell I need some conversation if this is me *holding back*???? Wow....... I'm off to blog and get out all these stupid words.
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PS you're doing great and you'll figure it out!!! I think it's just a constant struggle for anyone, but it gets easier when you see the results and you know it's worth it! :)